Hi, I just came across this site, not sure what to put in this profile.
As I think I'll be open and honest, I'm afraid to post pictures showing my face; I'll look for some I can post.
My email is tracinolimits@gmail.com
About me, to be brutally honest, I'm a divorced mother of 2 girls (13 & almost 11), living in SF South Bay area, getting by as waitress, with no help from ex, doing the best I can. Thankfully, ex was Mexican, so my daughters will get a decent education.
Sexuality? I'm bisexual. I was trained by ex (before he ran off with babysitter whose age I won't mention) to be sub, to crave TOTAL loss of control (eg tied blindfolded stranger scenes--tied on my back across dining table for abuse + gang by unknown buddies of his, or tied blindfolded to tree in woods...), deep throat + swallowing, pussy juice, pain, humiliation, exposure, etc. I enjoyed being taken by ex to bdsm clubs in SF...
However, I've been trying, since he left 5 years ago, to be good, constraining my desires for the most part, even taking my girls to church. I have had the occasional date, sometimes a guy coming over after dinner at a restaurant for some wine and movies; rarely acting out with one of the bus boys in his car after work (bj or fk), or with manager in his office on a break, and indulging in a relationship with a fellow waitress (Barbara), married but bi and Domme.
But I've gone to lengths to keep any of my out-of-the-norm behavior from my girls. [The only complications have been when, once, I felt fairly certain one of my girls had been peeking from hallway when I was "entertaining" a date in living room (and he had put a kinky porn video on the TV, though muted); and once, Barbara tells me, my older daughter Erica walked in on us late at night, when I'd forgotten to lock my bedroom door; at that moment, I was tied spread-eagle & blindfolded, clamps on my nipples, and Barb was standing next to the bed in black under-bust bustier, opera gloves, fishnet stockings & heels, with whip in hand; I am told that Erica just watched a moment, smiled, and backed out. I should have a talk with the girls, but haven't yet.] In any case, I'm trying.